Tempetuous, like the angry, rolling sea
Sometimes my spirit boils up--
Someone rescue me.
Over the horizon
I feel a calm and normal me
If only I could get there
From this strangling death be free.
Lighthouse--oh come and rescue me--
Oh God, you are my lighthouse,
Jesus, you are my lifeboat,
Holy Spirit, you are my lifeline.
Rescue me--rescue me from myself.
When I quit talking and listened these were the words that came to my spirit:
"You are my servant,
I have chosen you
and not rejected you.
So do not fear,
for I am with you,
Do not be dismayed
For I am your God.
I will strengthen you
and help you,
I will uphold you
with my right hand."
You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. John 15:16a
I think one of the great benefits of reading His scriptures every day is portrayed above. Seemingly, I was helpless, drowning, but when I called for help, the scripture that I had read over the years came back to my spirit and rescued me. I am not patting myself on the back for reading the scripture. I can't even take credit for realizing that I am helpless, hopeless, a total wreck without Him. He is even responsible for showing me that. I am giving credit to my God who says His Word will NOT return void.
Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?" Matt 14:31
So is my word that goes out from my mouth:Dianne
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. Isaiah 55:11
2010-the year of longings
Taken from my 2002 prayer journal--I don't remember what was going on at the time--which tells me--God was enough, He was sufficient, He rescued me to the point I don't even remember the crisis.
He longs to rescue us.
Photo: Taken in Carmel, California, 1996.